complicated road

its hard to telling my true feeling for u
to make u sad not everything i want
to make u hurt not everything i hope
if it wrong to love u
i can't ever tell u my feeling
and everytime i'm missing u
tears just falling down
showed up the hardest feeling i keep
inside my deeply heart
you know i'm hurt too
hiding my love for you
all i do not because i want to ignore u
but i'm afraid of being selfish in love
her feeling, your feeling and mine
i'm find a complicated road
to show my love for u
but its okay if u hate me and
tough this is all my wrong
just one things
u are in my heart and i care~

Stop!

sometimes,
i need someone to holding on,
to warm my heart,
but,
i can't let it happen,
coz no one i want to hold on
just you...
again and again
everything i do,
just goin to hurt myself,
everything about you,
i'm never ever think that i wanna leave u forever,
but,
time has gone and,
our story just become a memory,
now u made me realize,
everything already changed,
ur feeling not be the same,
ur leaving me with nothing,
a painful things indeed,
i don't know where my soul is,
since everything not going easy to faces,
silent just the way to hidden all the sadness...
my heartbeat can be stop anytime
whenever it get tired on everything...