u'r love will not easy to be mine

i'm lonely nor alone

seeing the sky just cloud behind

talk to my heart

think with my mind

all of my answer only empty inside

told to myself

this love is wrong

this feeling is pretending

hiding my love for you

i'm felt pain at all 

how could i let my heart to loving you???

if beside u have someone that loving you

how could i let u know my feeling for you???

if my love for you will hurt another heart

how could we'r let this love be mine???

if u'r love not easy to be mine~

i'm afraid to hurt her feeling~

so all i can said just forgive me

for love that we'r hidden ~

trust me its all i do coz i love you~

for sure^^

right now
i don't know what to say
right now
i choose to silent
in the dark place i'm feeling sad
my tears falling down trough my pain
why???
the one i heart
the one i love
why???
he's must be you
i don't know why
i'm sad
so sad
this feeling made me death inside
and why you leave
when i'm start looking for you
when i'm start falling for you
this love not easy to be mine
since heart being complicated
i donno what the best in my life
i juz wait
if its happen its juz happen
if not nothing i can do
but for sure i love u~~

reason

thinking of you for no reason

caring of you for no reason

crying of you for no reason

missing of you for no reason

loving of you for no reason

hurting of you for no reason

all i do for you 

i do its for no reason

reason

something that i can't explain

reason

something that i couldn't understand

here i stand

just need you stay behind

reason

when i realize u'r the reason

i live my life in this world^^

eVeRyThiNg goNnA be OK!^^

sometimes...

i ignore what i felt,

sometimes...

i care much whats i'm thinking,

something people couldn't understand,

secret between my heart and my soul...

sometimes...

i ask myself...

when??? how???why???

questions that myself can't answer...

maybe i know that feeling or

maybe i'm afraid of telling...

but sometimes... still sometimes... 

i said maybe its only my feeling...

i'm never have hope for you because

sometimes.. 

hope can always hurt our heart...

its enough made me painful before...

so just lets it be... 

as long as i believe my feeling

i'm sure everything gonna be OK! ^^