complicated road

its hard to telling my true feeling for u
to make u sad not everything i want
to make u hurt not everything i hope
if it wrong to love u
i can't ever tell u my feeling
and everytime i'm missing u
tears just falling down
showed up the hardest feeling i keep
inside my deeply heart
you know i'm hurt too
hiding my love for you
all i do not because i want to ignore u
but i'm afraid of being selfish in love
her feeling, your feeling and mine
i'm find a complicated road
to show my love for u
but its okay if u hate me and
tough this is all my wrong
just one things
u are in my heart and i care~

Stop!

sometimes,
i need someone to holding on,
to warm my heart,
but,
i can't let it happen,
coz no one i want to hold on
just you...
again and again
everything i do,
just goin to hurt myself,
everything about you,
i'm never ever think that i wanna leave u forever,
but,
time has gone and,
our story just become a memory,
now u made me realize,
everything already changed,
ur feeling not be the same,
ur leaving me with nothing,
a painful things indeed,
i don't know where my soul is,
since everything not going easy to faces,
silent just the way to hidden all the sadness...
my heartbeat can be stop anytime
whenever it get tired on everything...

dilema hati

jika cinta ini kembali membunuhku

hingga ke jalan sepi

akan kuberhenti mencintai 

biarkan cinta ini mati sendiri

andai semakin cuba untukku mengerti

semakin perit untukku memahami

biar cinta kaku sendiri

tiada bicara tanpa bahasa

tiada kata tanpa jiwa

andai padamu

mencintaiku melukakan hatimu

lupakan aku jika kau mampu

andai terpendam dihatimu

bara yang tersimpan untukku

sesungguhnya

maafkan aku

kerna aku bukan insan yang sempurna

untuk kau cintai .....

p/s: from now i'll not disturb u'r life~ un4trnly i'm leaving u too soon... i'm ok~ tq :)

jika nanti

untuk apa cinta kita

jika nanti ada hati yang terluka?

untuk apa cinta kita

jika nanti kita merasa duka?

untuk apa cinta kita

jika nanti kita terpisah?

untuk apa melafazkan cinta

jika nanti akhirnya aku terluka?

untuk apa cinta kita

jika nanti hanya seketika?

untuk apa cinta kita???

pendamkan saja usah dilafazkan

biarkan saja usah difikirkan

kerna waktu ini

aku hanya mampu mengalah

dan jika ini sebenarnya

cinta yang seikhlasnya

tiada ragu walau nanti mungkin kita terpisah

walau jauh mana sekalipun kita berjauhan

andai takdirku memiliki cintamu

aku pasti dua hati akan bersatu

bila sampai seru menyatukan cinta suci ini~

walking on pieces of broken glass

my tears was dry,

so that i can't cry,

my eyes was blinded,

so that i can't see,

my heart was hurt,

so that i felt pain,

laughing and smiling,

just fake on my face, 

while inside i felt like,

i'm walking on pieces of  broken glass... 

pieces of my broken heart

my tears fall'n again

will never stop when i'm keep thinking

wanna forget but again i can't
i'm flashback the last memory

my last conversation

between you and me

how we'r really meant to be

but the end so sadly

and i'm hurt the most
over the word i can said

when you left pieces of my broken heart

you're leaving without saying

i'm for you such like nothing

indeed bleeding in my heart 

nothing can be recover
till the end my last breathing
for loving that i'm stop believing
enough for made me pain at all
i'm already dying inside my soul~

u'r love will not easy to be mine

i'm lonely nor alone

seeing the sky just cloud behind

talk to my heart

think with my mind

all of my answer only empty inside

told to myself

this love is wrong

this feeling is pretending

hiding my love for you

i'm felt pain at all 

how could i let my heart to loving you???

if beside u have someone that loving you

how could i let u know my feeling for you???

if my love for you will hurt another heart

how could we'r let this love be mine???

if u'r love not easy to be mine~

i'm afraid to hurt her feeling~

so all i can said just forgive me

for love that we'r hidden ~

trust me its all i do coz i love you~